ishhhhhh.........glisahnye rse.........

Tkutt,........tkutt.....tkutt......mmang 2la yg berada kemas dlam pmikirnku,kini.....siapa yg xtk00t gua ckp lu???sudah terang lagi bersuluh di setiap rangkaian internet di seluruh Malaysia...xkesah r twitter k,facebook k,blog k(ehemm2,cam aq nh),myspace k....n so on la....melambak jew psal tkutnya kita akan kputusan ppriksaan yg bkal kita ketahui.....klau bleh,seisi dunia nie pom cam kte nk bgitau jer psal nh,nk mnunjukkan bukti yg kite smemangnyew takut n xsanggup mnghdapi kegagalan.....klau tak,xde mknenyew post yg ade kt bwah 2h hhehehe~tp,yg 2 mmang truly inside,beb!!!so,xyah la nk duk sengeh2 lpas bace 2hh,kn kene tibai kan ssah plak....tlong respect sket....this is my privacy tau....yg 2 la mnjd pnemanku dripada awl thun dlu hingga r skrang.....maklumla,....siapa la yang xnk kejayaan disamping mncari keredhaan dari Yang Maha Esa kan???sdah terang dalam Surah Al-Fatihah yang 17x kita baca pada setiap hari dalam solat kita....."Hanya Engkau yang kami sembah,dan hanya kepadaMu jua lah tempat kami meminta pertolongan"ayt 4....so,no wonderla kita ckap yang keredhaan Allah itu pnting,btul x???kerana hanya Dia yang kita sembah dan hanya kapada Dia jualah tempat kita   memohon pertolongan,.....nmun,.....yang mmbangkitkan kekecewaanku skarang,....kkadang 2h,ade jgak la yg ku lihat,time last minute jew,bru la sibuk mengabdikan dri kpada yang Maha Esa....yesss,...syukurlah kepada yg sedar akan pntingnye keredhaan Allah tuu.....nmun,ada jugak yang ego kepada Yang Maha Pencipta nie....Di saat akhir,bergegas mncari keberkatan ilahi,nmun....slpas dikecapi nikmat kjayaan itu,kmurkaan dari Ilahi plak yang menguasai diri....langsung tiada rsa syukur dlam diri...,malah,...dosa dan noda plak yg dpilihnya....ingatla,...kita hanya lah hambaNya,yang hanya menumpang di alam semesta nh....dan sesungguhnya,kepadaNya jua tempat kita kembali....bebila mase pom ajal kita akan tiba....so,hrapanku dcni cuma satu,...mnghrapkan tiada la dikalangan kita yang mnjadi bgai kacang lupakan kulit yerr....brsyukurla dia atas sgala kurniaanNya & bersabarlah di atas segala dugaan yg Allah berikan kpd kita...hahhaha,...cam ustazah plak,....sjew....psanan khas dripada prof Hafizah Yusoff,...ayt original nie tau,...special dripada lubuk kawah nh,..tuk dkongsikan kepada kngkwan semua.....yg ciplak  kita xmain r hehhehe...,,..yg penting skarang,renungkanlah &slamat beramal....~k,chaw dlu^^

hmm....whatcha say~

Jari mnghitung hari,jam mnghitung waktu,.....kalender 2012 dah lama tercetak,....klender 2011 plak tunggu mse nk kna bakor jew...sesi pndaftran dah nk dekat....result priksa plak smakin mara mnjelma....tupp...tupp...yesss,bru aq sedar dah ade kat sbolah dah nh...i mean,tommorow morning...22 November 2011...trikh keramat yg tlah dttapkan untukku n kwan sperjuanganku....dah xde lg benteng pemisah antra kami....waktu kian suntuk,...memang confirm r aq tipu klau ku katakn xde pom rse debaran 2h,debaran yang smemangnye kian terasa.....klu king kong pom ambk pmr nh,mesti gegor jgak lutut rsenyew time ambk result 2h...,aq serius nh!!!!^^....Ya Allah....agk2nyew,apakah tkdir yg tlah Engkau tntukn kpdku disaat waktu itu tiba???Mmpukah ku pulang dengan kejayaan???Dapatkah ku pulang dengan pnuh kesyukuran,kelegaan n kgembiraan......siape la xnak sume 2h,.???..hrapanku just 1,iaitu hrapan yg smemangnye mnjd hrapan sume calon PMR....mghrapkan 8A itu brada erat d genggaman.....Ya Allah,jika tertulis untukku di Luh Mahfuz akan kegagalanku,maka tukarknlah ia dengan kjayaanku....sbgaimana yg sntiasa ku mnta dlam stiap doaku....Makbulknlah Ya Allah,doa yg aku tujukn kepadaMu,yg sentiasa ku pinta kepadaMu slama 3thun ini....Sesungguhnya Ya Allah,Engkau Maha Berkuasa ke atas segalanya........Di samping meniti rangka jam yg giat bergerak nh,doa sume org mmang amat pntg untukku,...tmbhn plak diwaktu getir cmni,....nmun,aq xkan ptus asa dlam doaku slagi result 2 msih lagi blum brada dlam tnganku....Ya Allah,..tntukanlah yg terbaik untukku,sbgaimana yg sntiasa ku pinta,ku harapkan...tiada yg lbih istimewa dan bermakna selain drpda senyuman yg terukir indah dbibir tua ibu & ayahnya,...Dan sesungguhnya,....kjayaanku hnyalah untuk mreka....Ya Allah,sesungguhnya ku ingin mlangkah dngan lbih tinggi,lbih mju khadapan,...berikanlah daku peluang untuk mnjuarainya jua,Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim...sesugguhnya,...Engkau Maha Menentukan segalanya,....maka,tntukanlah yg terbaik untukku dan para sahabatku.....Ya Allah,Ya Karim Ya Rahim....AMINN YA ROBBAL ALAMIN.......

Here comes the new DAY !

" We must willing to let go of the life we have planned ,

so as to have the life that is waiting for Us ! "

Holiday fever~

Today is the forth`s day for Kak NI aka my mum got attack of fever holiday....lately,fever holidays`s attack got a higher place in the sickness`s chart....so,got to be aware of that,seriously....the most dangerous disease to me hhehe...why not,..once you got it..,you never want it for a second time,right??!!...the fever is just like a disaster to her(my mum)...every second,every minute,every hour n everyday,...she always give a heavy sigh about it(not really,actually hhehe)...but,what make me proud the most about her is "the mother spirit" that she has....yg xpernah lekang dek demam pnas n xlapuk dek air hjan yg mncurah2 akhir2 nh~she is just like a great mother...always want to do the best for her family...no matterla how sick she is....always willing to cook to us....wake us up for Subuh n so on......but,when the daytime come.....she just like a monster give a command hehhehe....pot pet pot pet....n never stop...i know,its normal for the mothers.....but,not normal for unwell mother......and... when the night drop by,,....she just sleeping under blanket....sincerly,....im very pity to her,....this is the most worst fever i ever seem..hmm,mse bile plak my mum main hjan ni ek???..but i know,....it is just one of Allah test....I know,Allah love my mum,right???hope she get better soon....InsyaAllah....If Allah will it....AMINN....

Miss u my friend~

I see the crystal raindrops fall

And the beauty of it all

when the sun comes shining through

To make those rainbows in my mind

When I think of you some time

And I want to spend some time with

Just the two of us

We can make it if we try

Just the two of us

Just the two of us

Building castles in the sky

Just the two of us

You and I

We look for love, no time for tears

Wasted waters's all that is

And it don't make no flowers grow

Good things might come to those who wait

Not to those who wait to late

We got to go for all we know

0ne month left before the school holiday end...im totally cannot wait to come back to school.....but,.im really d0nt want the school break to over too....hihihii^^~already miss my friend so much,....thinking about them 4 whole time~but,are they missing me too???hmm,...im really want to know how do you enjoy you holiday there,hope we can spent some time together too.....cannot wait to see you again^^.....

I'm Home^^~~~~(Kepulangan ku syukuri hhaha)

Haippp!!!!!pe kabor sume akak2 dungun yep???hmm.....hri silih berganti.....pjam celik,pjam celik...tupp tupp....ary nh,aku dah pom duk kt umah,...cpat plak waktu yg d tunggu2 dtg kn??hmm....nie mmg sah2 r waktu pnyer psal....slalu jer mnyemburui kte kn kn kn~kak sha n kak mieyza siap tman lagi ktorg tnggu jiran sbolah dtg ambik ari kamis tuuu....tumpg pegi psar malam plak 2h^^~haihh, xsempat aq nk babai kt kak ida ngan kak ella hhuhu T_____T,..mnggu yg akan dtg,....rse cam dah bleh agak yang....=>yati dah bleh tidur lena kat sane mmndangkn jagaannyew sdah pom slamat dbwa pulang^^,k.mieyza rse cam bru bwak kain slimut hhehe....kak shaz autumn plak dpat merasakn thap kslamatan diri ktika tdur mningkat hhahha..mklumla,tragedi ktil roboh sem lpas kian mghntui....^^huh,1st time jejak kaki kt sne,mlu bercampur gaul ngan terbolah,ditmbah plak prasaan janggal scukup rse......hsil adunan snyap 2 mmang ktara ... Actually,i am really a shy person in front of people i didnt know or 0rg yg lbih tua drpd aku hhehe,....dtmbah plak ngan wjah yg msam mncuka kak sha time dye mngelamun sengsorang,....grrrhh~....sram bt0ll.....
Anyway,...mkasih ku tujukn kpd akak2 kiut kt sana(' ',)....pngalaman duk kat aku dah save data as sweet memories dlm otak aku,siap ade copy plak 2h~...pngalaman duk kt uitm,pngalaman time ''mlm terakhir''aku,bli mkanan kt kafe kapas,nyanyi lgu uitm yg entah pape pom aku xthu,mkan pizza ngan akak sume,g kat pntai n taman tsik tnjung sura n dpat jumpe ngan akak2 skalian....i will make sure it will stay on my mind forever n ever^^,.. yg pstinyew,aku xnak msuk kt u 2h klu berksempatan suatu hari 6ti hhehe,..mne xnyee...sume tmpt aku dah abis teroka,...mekasih r kat yati ats khidmat dye yg tlong tnjuk n pknalkan sume tmpat kat sne hehhhe....mkasih bbnyk kat k.mieyza coz dah bg pnjam kain slimut n broadband kat aku,pot pet pot pet anda yg mmeriahkan keadaan,bgi kokokrunch n kek n evrything...4 kak sha,mkasih sbb bg pnjam novel yg ke-2 buatku...bg biskut oat,bg pnjam heater tuk rebus air,bgi cter khuntoria n running man kat sye hihhihii....to kak ida,mkasih sbb sudi tman ktorang g jejlan kt pntai n tsik^^...tdak dlupakn jua,jutaan trima ksih ku berikn kpd my sister,slaku sponsor yg terbsar aku....kprihatinn anda spnjg sye brpijak d bumi uitm dungun amat sye hrgai......SEKIAN......TAMAT....hooohoohooo......luv ya^^