oww waiiitttsss,i didn't do this for because i want to kayy...in fact,im hoping to present in class...truly,im scared =nervous...lebih-lebih lagi bila cg cakap''just give me a reason'' ,mau tak mengamuknya cikgu nanti sebab actually,i sipped my trial exam....shuhhh,dont tell anyone about this...Ya Allah,bantulah aku..
im just coming back from kuala lumpur,..hantar papa i yang tercuinta...Alhamdulillah,akhirnya,,,ALLAH AZZA WA WAJALLA dah pun merealisasikn impian ayh...syukran Ya Allah....im really grateful for that.when i was young ,i hope that i will be the one who will send my parents and family to umrah with my own pocket moneyhhe....but,seems like Allah give my father a chance to go first,well maybe to give him a new experiance to guide us when i truly send my family there,right???spe tak kenal Allah,yang Maha Terbaik dalam PerancanganNya kan kan kan...
Masa 1st dengar pasal jemputan Allah ke baitullah,im really excited,...when i see kaabah,my eyes was ''watering''....truly deep inside,i miss HIM a lot,...i might be not a good muslim,but im trying to be the one,..entah mengapa,hati ini dikocak pilu bila lihat rumahNya yang tersergam indah ,jemaah yang tidak pernah menjauh dari airmata,mengenangkan pelayaran yang penuh dukacita oleh kekasih Allah,subhanallah...i hope i can go there and have that feeling...insyaALLAH,someday~ i know,the day will come!Haa,tak sabar nak tanya banyak banyak pasal kota suci tu kat ayah,selama ni duk dengar experiance orang len jer (-- ,) ,jealous tau tengok orang lain nangis bantak-banyak sebab dambakan cintanya.... hope ayah will send my love for Him and his beloved mesanger...miss mu Ya Muhammadku~
Yesterday,kitorang teman ayahanda berbelanja,berseri wajahnya mengenakan baju sejuk baharunye,...eventhough untuk testing,katanya,bumi Madinah tu sejuk..tp sayang,xde orang nak belanja...hhe.Masa hantar ayah semalam,sebak mencengkam di dada hhu...i kiss his old cheek for three times and chup his rough hand...inside of me hoping that this will not be the last,...Ya Allah,ku mohon kekuasaanMu agar di permudahkan segala urusan ayahanda and his safety...Aminn,i believe in Allah,the One who will never disapointing me...actuallt,tu la fist time aku cium pipi nya,i dont remember when was the last time i kiss his cheek but for sure,it was whem i young...im glad that i can do that,im too shy to do that for the time before but yesterday,my love support me to do that...
Tomorrow,he will depart at KLIA...hmm,i keep thimking about my mom too...aku kan kembali kat asrama....my dear sis will go back to their university...only cik shuu ,che mat and pokhar la yang menjadi pengubat ridunya for nex two months...i acn see in her eyes,she really hope to go there....masa i bersama degnannya hari tu,dia suruh i ajar dye pasal rukun -rukun haji and umrah,...hm,sedihnya rasa...sabar ye ibunda...InsyaAllah,suatu hari nanti,anakanda akan bawa kita pergi holiday kat sana sama-sama ^^~ kawan-kawan,doakan kite tau~~~
today,aku upload photo orang lain,insyaAllah di kesempatan lain,i will upload my own photo....aminn okay,stay tuned,see u next time
